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Me: Why you two look at each other like that. You never help me drink *pouts face*
Darren: I also never say anything!
Me: I’m so fucking high and happy now. I’m so glad to meet you guys and be in the same class.
Shawn: Same here bro (by the way they always call me bro because that’s what I am to them)
Me: You know I always look at the other class so many nerds I cannot click with them one.
Darren: Ya we very happy when we see you walk in class because you’re the chio-est in the entire cohort already you know!
Me: HAHAHAHA ya I know and you guys are the best looking ones in the whole of IT ok!

We continued laughing and smoking and went back in for another round of drinks. Three of them left early to go back to their girlfriends and it was only Darren, Shawn, Alex and me. We continued dancing some more and that’s when I felt a hand on my waist from behind. I turned around and saw Shawn behind me dancing while putting his hand on my waist. Being a naive girl back then, I did not know what to do but just continued on.

Shawn: *whispering in my ears* Tell them you need the toilet. I’ll bring you. I want to buy you another drink.

I just nodded and told the other two boys and they gave the ok sign. The other two boys mentioned they will go back to their table. I followed Shawn but halfway through, he grabbed my hand and finger lock me. In my tipsy state, I felt happy. But I know it’s very wrong too.

Shawn: Come let me buy you another drink.
Me: Ok….

We had a shot and Shawn pulled me back into the dance floor in the corner, this time pulling both my hands around his neck and then placing both his hands on my waist.

Shawn: You look so fucking hot tonight, do you know that?
Me: Wh..what? Why are you telling me this?
Shawn: I’ve never seen you as a woman until tonight.